When people walk away from you, let them go. Your destiny is never tied to anybody who leaves you and it doesn’t mean that they are bad people. It just means that they became a part of the story and it’s over.
Never thought that was the last smile. Wish I could have known you more. I’m just thankful I met you.
Goodbye.
Have you ever felt sad but can’t pinpoint a certain reason behind it?
Since I started work last night, I felt sad. I don’t think there is a specific reason for it. Maybe it’s because work week has started and I wish I had a longer weekend. Or maybe because I wanted to spend more time having fun than sleeping (but then I just feel so tired). Or maybe because I don’t like the calls I’m getting at work lately, especially on Mondays. Or maybe my hormones are causing my mood swings. Or maybe because I’m missing someone. Or maybe because these lines are playing in my head when I headed out the door to the office:
There are 8 billion people in this world
8 billion lives are changing
I never felt so alone…
There are 8 billion people in this world
8 billion lives are changing
and you’re the one I need.
("The Ballad Of" by Hale)
Or maybe it’s all of the above.
It’s been a while since I my last entry. It’s been a very busy week. Work was more tiring than usual. I’ve had more experiences of mean people who were supposed to be professionals and had prank calls from people who are losers and who got nothing to do except make other people’s lives miserable. They drained my patience.
My brother turned 24 last October 6 and we celebrated it the day before because it was his day off. A few relatives came from Pagsanjan, Laguna and ate lunch at our place. It was like a mini-reunion. Pictures can be found here.
I went to the SM Mall of Asia for the first time and with me was my mother, my aunt and her son, my cousin Phil, who were on vacation from Bacolod City. Eventually, my sister followed since she came from school and she didn’t wanna miss Hale’s album launch (new album "Twilight" is out now!) After hours of walking and walking, we finally settled down in the Music Hall. We didn’t have seats so we stayed in the sidelines. I think that was great because we ended up standing near the front row and that made me take better pics during their performance. Thank God for the free Nescafe 3-in-1 coffee coz I didn’t feel sleepy despite being awake for about 27 hours straight. Maybe it was just my adrenaline pumping me up.
waiting for Hale
(L to R) my sis, me, Tita Malen, Mama
(below) my cousin Phil
I was great listening to Hale’s new songs. The people who bought the album got a free poster, autograph signing and photo op with the members of the band. During their performance, we caught a glimpse of Chino, Champ’s (the vocalist’s) brother who appeared in their video "Kahit Pa", who was in pink and their dad, Nonoy Tan, who looked proud of his son’s achievements and was videotaping their performance and their audience singing along. There were other celebrities too like Keith Martin who got the guys’ autographs and that girl from their "Waltz" video. Sorry I forgot her name but I think she’s the daughter of Gloria Diaz and she’s a model. We were looking forward to the autograph signing part and it was a bit annoying that the emcee kept contradicting himself. I mean, first he tells us to "be patient" and "wait for our turn" and "take our time" since Hale will not leave unless everyone got their albums signed and then after an hour or so, he kept insisting that the people who were still enjoying themselves on stage with the guys hurry up because there are still people in line. I mean, we were a well-behaved audience and of course, we waited for a long time to get our chance to get our pics taken with the guys and when we get on stage all he can say is "hurry up"?! What’s up with that?! Maybe he’s hungry or something. But that’s not a reason to be rude.
Sheldon and Champ
The only thing that made it worthwhile was Champ’s attitude. He was soo nice and didn’t even look bored or tired or impatient. I applaud him for being so professional and when he says he’s thankful for his fans’ support, he definitely shows it. We, the fans, appreciate that. No wonder people like him because he makes every encounter with a fan, yes even if you’re a stranger, worth your while and unforgettable (unlike some people out there). He was cheerful despite the fact that he was tired and hungry. Heck, they were all tired and hungry, but he did not show it. That was an attitude we can all look up to. Some people can learn from him. I hope he keeps that up and he will stay a long time in the music industry. Click this for the Hale album launch pictures.
with Champ Lui-Pio
Don’t get me wrong, I’m not gushing over a crush. But any girl who will catch his heart is gonna be a lucky one. Ok, let me gush over my crush now. I felt like some idiot who didn’t know what to do when my crush looked my last Saturday morning and smiled at me. It was so high-school and I felt embarrassed. I’m still talking about that crush of mine who is gay. Imagine, I kept looking for him and when I finally saw him, I couldn’t even look his way like someone blinded by the sun. Geez… Pathetic huh? Well, I don’t care though coz he’s really cute.
Our modem at home is acting up. I think it’s just overused. I’m outside now, renting a PC after my shift. Good thing it’s faster than our dial-up at home.
This is another meme from Luchie-ness Monster. 
1. How often do you blog?
Depends on how often I get ideas/thoughts and a chance to go online.
2. Online Alias:
Galenlondeien. This is not really a direct Elvish translation of my real name. I just got it from Barrowdowns years ago. It stuck.
3. Have you ever stood up for someone you hardly knew?
Nope. Maybe when the cause is worthy enough.
4. What do you do most often when you are bored?
The usual. I read books, go online, movie-watch, people-watch, walk (preferably in a cool place like the mall) or stay in my room and listen to music.
5. When bathing, which do you wash first?
My hands, my face, then the rest follows.
6. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
Almost but not quite. Probably just 40.
7. What color looks best on you?
My mother says red, but she likes red whether on me or not, so I don’t know if that counts. I like wearing black though. Makes me look less fat. Hahaha!
8. What’s your favorite alcoholic drink?
I’m not really an alcoholic drinker, but I won’t turn down anything with Bailey’s, Vodka cruiser and Mudshake.
9. Do you believe in heaven and hell as a real place that each of us will go to after death?
A place can be a heaven or a hell. It depends on how the person looks at it. ‘Tis subjective. I am interested, though, on the notion of reincarnation. So, I guess my answer is no.
10. Do you find that you have more online friends than offline friends?
Nope.
11. What was your favorite subject in school?
Subjects. English and Biology in high school. Comm and Human Anatomy in college.
12. Are you a perfectionist?
Sometimes.
13. Do you spend more than you can afford?
I try my best not to.
14. Is it better to have loved and lost than never to have loved before?
Yes and always leave a little something for yourself in order to learn how to love again. (Naks!)
15. Do you consider yourself creative?
I want to believe I am. Hehe!
16. Do you give yourself the credit you deserve?
Sometimes, yes. Or else I’ll die trying.
17. Do you donate time or money to charities?
I used to donate time, but not money. When I have the money, I will.
18. Have you recently done something yourself that you’ve criticized others for doing?
Not recently, but I’m sure I did. I’m not perfect, you know.
19. What’s on your mind right now?
A lot. Just taking it a day at a time. Someone has recently occupied my mind but I’ll have to let go of that thought. Christmas is near. Next year, I’ll turn a year older. Yaiks!
20. Say one nice thing about the person who tagged you and the five people that you are going to tag:
Lei: my former officemate I knew for a short time but reading her blog made me realize we need more time to hang out. Haha! She’s a great writer.
Jennie: oh yeah, she is sassy and chic! I haven’t met her personally but I like reading her thoughts.
Jaz: she’s one of my online buddies and she’s more than just a pretty face. Her blog’s one of my haunts too.
Rob: here’s one who’s man enough to share his thoughts online. School may keep him busy but he’s always got something to share.
Liza: my college best friend’s sister. She’s become a great online buddy too now that they’re all busy and living far away. She wears her heart on her sleeves and I like that.
Ava Sharra: my sister, best bud and partner in crime. I know she won’t have time to do this because of school. Maybe during sem break. She’s the best sis in the world!
This is a forwarded SMS sent by my sis. Consider this is your thought for the day:
I have come to realize that he’s just a man… one great maybe, but not mine. I don’t need to do things to make him love me.. coz if he wanted to, he would.
Have a great week everyone!
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