Archive for April, 2007



06
Apr

Just Friend Material

Guys Like That You’re Sensitive

And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way
You just get most guys - even if you’re not trying to
Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets
No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!

I was just wondering, if I were another person, will I fall in love with a person like me? I mean, if I were a guy for example, will I like a girl like me? I don’t know. Maybe or maybe not. It just popped in my head when I was contemplating of ending a 4-year pseudo-relationship with someone I really love. I realized nobody ever courted me in a way that he can tell my parents face to face that I’m THE ONE. Nobody. I guess I am not that easy to love (romantically speaking).

I’m over-sensitive. Blame it on my zodiac sign. I’m 100% Ilongga so I can be sweet and soft-spoken when I want to. I’m a bit touchy-feely as well but that’s just me. My friends thought I had lesbian tendencies when I was in school because but I liked a lot of men who turn out to be gay. I still do but I’ve fallen in love with men and I am quite secure with my sexual preference. I have male friends and I would like to think they also *somehow* enjoy hanging out with me. I mean, they find it interesting if we share common tastes for books or movies or tv programs or music. That is it. I’m the "best friend" or "just friend" material, I guess.

Don’t get me wrong, I am not looking for a boyfriend. I am still having a tough time with this so-called boyfriend of mine and I don’t want any more complications. I would actually prefer being single than being stuck in something I can’t completely understand. I just wonder, that’s all.

02
Apr

Resurface

I’m calmer now. The past few days I felt like I’ve been gasping for air. Since that crappy experience from work happened, I have slightly gotten that devil-may-care attitude. I mean, I was so tempted to be absent from work but I decided to go to work instead. I lacked sleep and I was late. I think it was a tough decision and I’ve lost a part of my bonus for March but I’m still happy…


diploma display


Congratulations sis!

I’m happy because my sister finally graduated. I didn’t see her go up the stage but I was there. I think I know how she feels right now. I mean, she’d be a bum til the board exams (haha!) and I know how it feels to be pressured and go through a career I’m not even sure of. Oh well. Just take it a step at a time.


whole family with my bro’s gf

Now that issue at work is over and I’m looking forward to the next few weeks. Hopefully, I won’t get the chicken pox spreading in the office because I think I deserve to have a break. I wanna go swimming coz it’s really hot in the city nowadays. After that resurfacing I think it’s about time to take the plunge again. This time, I just wanna plunge in cool ocean water.

Click this for more of my sister’s graduation and post-grad celebration pictures.