30
Sep
08

Alienated

I had nightmares last week. Well, they actually happened when I was asleep during the day so I don’t think that is an apt name. One in particular scared me. This was when I thought someone or something was taking over me.
Reality is even scarier. That’s the feeling when I wake up. Sometimes, I don’t know what I really want anymore. I’m having a hard time sorting out my priorities. I’m confused with what I feel. I don’t know who my real friends are. I don’t know why I’m avoiding something I used to enjoy doing or someone I used to have fun being with.
Did they change? Or did I?




2 Responses to “Alienated”


  1. 1    mae 1 October 2008 at 5:15 pm

    hey, karen. you seem emotionally distraught. hang in there! whatever is bothering you, remember that God has a plan for you… Naks! Wait. Religious comment. Yes, ren, This is still me. Hehe.
    Anyway, hope you’re sleeping better now.

  2. 2    karenkristie 2 October 2008 at 7:55 am

    I thought someone is also taking over you. I mean, religious comment? WTF?!

    Hehehe! I’m hanging. I have always been. =)

    Thanks. I appreciate the comment and concern. I guess it’s just a stressful moment for me right now.

    I miss you!

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